Merging of the Divine Feminine & Masculine Energies

I didn’t always know about masculine and feminine energies - how they live inside us, how they get wounded, and how they begin to heal.

It wasn’t until I really started my healing work that I tapped into the divine feminine, and when I did, it felt like joy. Like softness. Like magic. And I remember thinking, where has this been all my life?

As I learned more, I realized the divine feminine has been suppressed for thousands of years by religion, politics, patriarchy…because she’s powerful.

We all have both masculine and feminine energies within us, regardless of gender. The more we understand how those energies flow (or don’t), the more we come back into balance.

I used to think I was just more feminine. And I was, but only because my masculine energy had been so shut down. I’d separated the two within me without realizing it. And that separation showed up everywhere.

I’ve always struggled with structure and follow-through,  that’s where I’m challenged the most. So many of my lessons in this life are around learning how to take aligned action. How to let all my intuitive, feminine gifts flow and then support them with forward momentum. That’s masculine energy: making it real. Bringing it to life.

Now picture this: your left hand is your feminine energy. Your right hand is your masculine. Bring them together in a prayer position in front of your heart. That’s alignment. That’s union. That’s your true path forward.

But if your hands are pointing in different directions, your energy is too. No wonder things feel off.

When I began to really work with this… to love all of myself, my healed and wounded aspects, my action and surrender… something clicked and it was a true homecoming.

I stopped rejecting pieces of myself, started holding it all, and I found inner peace.

For me, my rejection of the masculine went deep. So deep that I needed a hip replacement on my right side -the masculine side. That energy had been so stagnant, so depleted, so blocked in my body, it literally broke down. And not just in me… my mother, my grandmother, my sisters all have hip issues. But I am here to break that cycle.

The body speaks. Always.

Pain on one side of the body is an invitation: Where is your energy overactive, or shut down? Where are you giving too much or not allowing yourself to receive?

At one point in my healing journey, I remembered a past life where I had done harm as a man. 

It was hard to face.
I felt ashamed.  I rejected that part of myself.
I exiled my own masculine energy, and I carried that rejection into this life.
But as I awakened, I felt energy move again. I felt life come back. I started stirring my feminine and masculine energy together, and I began to feel whole.

It didn’t happen overnight. This has been years of breath work, movement, voice, healing. It’s been a process of remembering my gifts and my power. And now I know: our energy wants to move.

When it does, everything shifts.
Our soul blueprint activates.
Our DNA wakes up.
We rise from 3D into 5D and beyond.

But we’re still human.

You’ve done so much work. You already have the tools, so trust yourself.

Let yourself flow like water. Over the rocks, through the bends.
Some days you’ll float on your back.
Other days you’ll doggy paddle like hell.
But the river always carries you forward.

Let your energy meet in the middle.
Let your breath bring you back home.
Let your body soften.
Let your light lead you.

Because when you do, that’s when the magic happens.
That’s when you remember you can do anything.
And you start winning the game of life one breath, one yes, one moment at a time.